Beautiful Darling

You don’t feel my love

I know

I let it hurt me so

I’ve been on that road before

But not like this

Nothing could ever be as soft

As the moment we would kiss

Do you know that I can feel your pain

I bore a cross for you, of love in vain

I wanted you so to know that someone cared for you

Knowing the sadness you’ve been through

But before of you I know little or much

I felt the peace and warmth of your gentle touch

And felt such a fragile soul within

I wanted to be held and hold you and let you in

My marriage, the thought of it must have hurt you so

That I know is why you let me go

Your heart to broken and you placed a ban

On sharing feelings with a married man

But I love you anyway and it hurt me too

Because all these months I can only think of you

And here I am still sinking in the sand

Wishing for your smile or the touch of your soft hand

My own life feels to be growing short

But I’m still living as of the last report

Other women wish to take my hand

But I dream of you….please understand!

I try so hard to think it through

Worry myself about what to do

Wondering if I should go or stay

Not much longer can bear to feel this way

Simplicity is what I wish the most

Morning coffee with you and French Toast

To see your eyes and feel your kiss

These are the simple things it hurts to know we’ll miss

I wish I could give you a gift that you could feel

Some way for you to know all of it is real

Put all my dreams in a box with a bow

So when you opened it you’d somehow know

I wished somehow before you let me go

That something of my love you’d feel and know

How sad and lonesome now the wind does blow

I waited for you, but you didn’t show

I love you still, just wanted you to know

I feel it every time I try to let you go