 | Why is it so hard to love again after heartbroken?...know what i just don't understand why people fool around, why people still cheats, when you've already given everything they want, the time, the care, love and effort they needed, the trust..you've already fight for them, sacrificed alot just to be with them but still not enough..i don't know what they really want, don't know what they really want from you..and it just dont feel good that the one you shared your life with, the one who completes you, the one your wishing for to stay was gone forever..im so so confused....!!!dont know what to think anymore..dont know what to feel,,i know ive given my best, i did everything for him, but why is it that it comes to an end..he cheats on me many times, and apologize again and again..and stupid of me to forgive him in just a snap of my finger bcuz i love him so much..he's been my life, he's everything to me,,but i guess this was really over...i know we can talk bout the prob..but the prob is he never speaks up..he never tells me..from the start we talk bout telling each other if something is on our mind or anything, eventhough its hurts sometimes from our both sides at least we let each other know bout it,, also dont undrestand why he cant open up to me, when he knows that there's gotta be a prob...where did i go wrong????...what did i do???...all i did was to love him,,give everything he wants,,understand him,,does love relly like this??...hurting the people you love???...maybe he's still young for serious relationships...i thought he's the one for me...but i was wrong...
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