 | Here I am sitting as I am..
Dazed with illusions confusions cluttered within...
Learning promises are not always promised to remain..
Now lurking shadows of doubt how quitely promises are suddenly taken away.
Which has been completely short circuiting my heart & consuming my free thoughts...
Where can a belief be found when few believe enough to have enduring promises kept...
Logic and feeling seem to have conflicting reasons & reaction concerning actions & words.
From here is where I am, yet never a place I believed my viewpoint ever would be...
The circles of chaos have spun my vision & thought to a blurred dizzy state....
Where I was going is a place that no longer exists within the realms of reality OR dreams...
HOW does this puzzle, laced with riddles & lies finish when pieces are taken away??
Logic speaks this as another step in time leading to a next step of mine...
Yet feelings linger this anchor of sadness coroding away this very will to thrive...
Why has Family now become lost, Mother from daughter, Father from son, Brothers & Sisters apart...
Even when One keeps THE promises made, it only takes ONE to break down an entire family...
The ONE trusted most, becomes the ONE who stabs the dagger thru your back & into your heart!!!!!!
Frustration & Confusion wrapped in Hurt & Betrayal lay seeds of doubt feeling dreams & happiness again...
Ironically, its when you "should know better" that we're taught acceptable deception & reasonable Greed...
Becoming the underlying fundamentals that structure this society thats snowballing with Greed motives...
Inticed by Money's power & sparkling gifts we are taught to pursue without warning of the barbed hooks within...
All every living creature needs to survive upon this earth is truly structured as being FREE for the cultivating...
Its Greed that stops the majority from the abililty to share these lands & benefit from a life in balance with our design...
If everyone gave more back than what they took, or used, life surely would be increasingly beautiful in every way...
When 2 people truly love each other, their unity & happiness radiates energy to ALL life surrounding them...
Tuning into balance, wisdom, & the natural design for existance is essential...
Granted acceptance there is no absolutes to anything ever, not even the next beat of our heart is promised...
Insanity manifests in realizing a childs born possessing the key to happiness, as I, now re-learn what I must have forgot...
As lifes experiences present choices, we begin our journey carving a path & navigating its direction with our decisions...
Illusions full of dillusions in an existance manipulated for slavery, disguising time lost & consuming any free time...
As if a Dog chasing its tail is any means to an end, similar to me is pursuing riches as a direction for happiness & stability...
Within the Powers of Love & Giving...
Gives light to a path worth living.
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