I close my eyes when I see
another girl sitting next to you.
There is nothing I can say
and yet nothing I can do.

You still want to play around
not settle down with one.
Yea it hurts me
but you will never understand!

I just want you to be happy
with or without me.
If I cant fullfil that
why do you love me?

My heart is aching for your love,
could you ever just be with me?
Not have another girl on the other side?
or is that how it has to be?

I come and I go,
but sometimes you ask me to stay.
My mind is so confused,
So i lay here and pray.

My heart tells me to leave,
but my head says to stay.
What do you want?
Tell me we willbe okay.

Just another night alone,
to be near the one I love.
I fear of losing him completly,
which he says "won't happen".

I need him...
I want him...
I crave him...
...to love me like I love him



...Author Note: I just want everyone to know that I write poems about my life and just about things I have felt in the years. So it may not be what I am going through now, but I probably went through it in the past!!