Sleep in my eyes is taking a win
but the dream that is coming just might be a sin
ill try and stay up to battle my thoughts 
But ill think about the scars the battles we fought
My heart is in a rut a dark sorta place
And time to time i feel like a disgrace
One step to you and you put me off track
One step from you and its one too far back
Im stuck loving you where did it go
The one girl i loved that endless summer once ago
 It seemed so perfect the skies were so clear
then another summer later you have left me here
Im stuck dreaming of the one that once put me on the top
But now that shes gone i am at a cold stop
Why am i so dependent wating on her will
She put me in this curse i was stuck in the thrill
And i am still stuck she is lost in my mind
One day an oasis from her i hope to find
Cruel intentions have found my clear Goal
The love she gave me is nothing to the pain that takes toll
So goodbye but im never far because of that one summer long ago
For if you ever need me I wont want to but i will have to show
Because you had me in locks at chains at the least
And like a rotting carcus many seem to feast
They thrive on my flesh eating me at til the bone
But it is something in me that cant be owned
It's my hope the memory of that sun soaked thought
The one that made my day but now is a battle i have fought
You misled me taking me to the top
Showing me beauty but pushing me off
I promise to be there whenever you need
But i wont ever win you And I'll never succeed