 | I felt so safe in her arms.
I felt so happy just being next to her.
Her kisses were so passionate.
Her hugs were so comforting.
She made me feel so loved.
She made me feel as if I was the one.
Now it's all gone.
I'm too childish in her eyes.
I don't think at all.
My mistakes I'm learning from them all.
I know that I'll never have a chance to have her back.
It hurts me so much inside.
Each day I cry.
I feel so empty from inside.
I'm not the same anymore.
I'm so lost, I don't know what to do.
If only I could take it all back,
I would, but that I can't do.
The past is the past, it'll always stay.
It's like a stain that will never go away.
She doesn't want anything to do with me.
You don't know how much it hurts me.
She doesn't want to be in my life.
It burns so much inside of me.
I wish that she would at least be my friend,
But that I can't even have.
I've cut myself, I can still feel the knife opening my flesh.
I've been tempted to kill myself, because I just don't care anymore.
She was my light, now that she's gone, my life is nothing but darkness.
How I long to be in her arms still.
Now I am forever ill.
From so much pain and confusion.
I wish that I could just pore my heart out for her,
But I just can't find the right words.
She'll never know how much she means to me.
I ask god to just take me away.
I wish that my spirit would just break out of this shell,
So I can't get out of this living hell.
I just wish that I would die already...
Written by Infected Soul
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