 | As I carried you in my belly,
I could not help fretting.
Will this be the same,
should I get ready for the pain?
See with her it was great and wonderful,
and then she was gone.
I try not to get to close,
but when I'm weaker than most,
you kick or thump your way into my heart and soul.
No one will no the pain,
of never seeing her again.
The memorys are still the same,
of her sweetness and innocence,
her unquestionable love,
big blue eyes, gummy smiles.
No my first child is not dead,
she is with her new mum and dad.
Some say I was young,
still a child myself.
I say liars,
I love you, I love you,
please let her stay?
Six years on the pain is still raw,
the gap has never closed,
and time has never healed.
So my sweet when out you came,
you scared me so.
two months early so tiny and beutiful.
one thought in my heart,
your big sister should be there,
to tell you it's ok.
As I watch you grow,
six monthes old,
the age they took her from me dawns.
I prey every night.
your there when I wake.
I love you twice over,
you so special to me.
I just want you to know your not the same,
but I love you the same.
So sleep my child,
I will be here every day
no one is coming for you.
I am not 14 again,
I will fight with every breath
till they see me.
A woman,
a daughter,
a aunt.
A mother.
Written by vicky eva 01
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