That was Deep ..Baby Girl ~ Good Work!

Living a life of solitude filled with so much shame
Consumed in so much words of hate with on going pain
Devoured into gossip and isolated from the rest
Not understanding why its me that has to be depressed


To many things wrong with me that obviously show
And as I looked into the mirror
The depression seemed to grow
The way I always saw it, life was too much to bare
The pain I had to live with it was never fair
No knew of all the pain or all that I went through
No one knew of the times I cut or threw up all my food
And all the times I tried and tried to slowly kill myself
I really whispered desperately for someone to come and help
I was never happy it was all a smile forced to stay
It was like a fake tattoo that couldn't be wiped away
I was a different person, never really me
And because of the pain I had, I lived life so unhappily.
So through all the fake smiles the giggles and the laughs
Every day I put it on that hurtful little mask.