 | You started dancing, but I couldn't dance.
So you started a class, and within this class you found new romance.
He had jet black hair with blue eyes and a generous smile.
I sore you watch him with passion, but I was in denial.
I tried to tell my self its just a dance and you are happy and full of joy.
But deep inside me I realised this was your dream boy.
You had found him and I was left out trying to dance all alone.
But I gave up easily and just carried on walking home.
The guy you met was perfect for you, he had all the money and he treated you so right.
When ever you came together the room seemed to turn bright.
I could tell he loved you for the true person that you are.
A perfect guy who always spoke your name whilst he sang like a rock star.
The time you spent with him would shine out your time you spent with me.
So I carried on watchin in the crowd of spectators and you couldn't see.
Stood there with my rose every twirl you guys made a petal would just drop on the hard cold floor.
I was losing my love to an indestructable feeling, a feeling I could not ignore.
I found my self crying in my room it felt like jealousy was tearing my world apart.
But I was never once in regret when I thought of the day I gave you my heart.
I was your first love, but it wasn't true you wanted something new.
You wanted the boy that found you in your dreams, but in reality he came... There was nothing I could do!
I was just waiting now my love to see you both embrace.
It only took a week until I sore you gently touching eachothers face.
You couldn't take your eyes off his lips and neither could he.
Whilst in the crowd watching patiently stood your true love, and that's me.
Finally it happened your lips connected and everyone could see hearts in both your eyes.
I looked at the clock and for 5 minutes you kissed him, that is when time flies.
I felt a sinking feeling it was like some one attached a rock to my heart.
Second by second I felt my heart slowly being torn apart.
Whilst you and your man kept smiling,kissing eachother again.
The croud would cheer and applaud,whilst I sat there in such pain.
The ring I gave you on your wedding finger seemed to just fly away.
That's when I sore a storm coming when all the clouds went grey.
I couldn't take it so I said your name out loud but soft and sweet.
I said, I thought I am your true love that can sweep you off your feet.
I turned away and didnt see the look on your face.
thats when I realised I am going, I don't need to be in this place.
I got out the building and broke down in tears.
So I carried on walking whilst faceing my biggest fears.
I got to a busy road, I heard my name get called so I turned around.
Whilst I wasn't concentrateing something hit me, and I couldn't hear a sound.
I didn't know what happened, all I could hear was some one saying please, please, don't go please stay.
I looked her one last time in the eyes and then my life and soul just flew away.
Written by john-paul
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