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I want to kill myself

I'm at the end of my rope. I hate life and would rather be dead. The only thing I had left in this world was my website, but it's obvious that nobody likes it and that I'm a worthless idiot. I've been attempting to kill myself all day and to no avail.First, I tried drowning myself. That didn't work because I accidentally killed the wrong person.

Then, I tried to eat pills but all I found was a near-empty bottle of Vitamin C.

About three hours ago, I swallowed 16 or 17 of them and tried to drift out of consciousness forever. I thought I was dead for a moment until I realized I was just dreaming. That sucked. I eventually woke up and all that has happened since then is frequent urination and a feeling of overall comfort and wellness. My body actually feels healthier after trying to kill myself. Damn, I must be the worst suicidist in the universe.

Could somebody please help me? I'm all out of ideas and I need a way to die. Do us both a favor and send your suicide methods to iceangel@smartcape.org.za as soon as possible. I'm so desperate, I even tried cutting my head off with a spoon!



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Ashley
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You are crazy you are dumb as hell wat the hell is wrong with you God put you on the earth for a reason dumb*ss not to just kill yourself off. What is it your girl left or someone get over it.
 
Julie
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I think you are stupid I tried the same things and found it is stupid and worthless because you are here for a reason and you are more important then that.
 
gina
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You need to stop all that sh*t because it will get you nowhere but in more pain. You're so stupid if you think you're worthless!
 
Katy
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I don't understand why everyone is being so critical of your work... I am a christian but I am also bi-polar so I understand where your comming from and I think it's great the way you put this into perspective.
 
lisa
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okay. wtf?! ur trying to cut ur head off with a sp*on!?!? . that makes absolutely no sense what so ever. because if you really wanted to die then you would've used a knife. not a sp*on!! wow you definitly want attention. it's pretty sad I must say.
and by the way.. you're the one who made youself depressed and sad. you could've helped yourself and got help or at least tried to be happy. but obviously you didn't even make an effort to try and be better. the world didn't turn its back on you. you turned your back on the world. and thats one of the worst things that you could do. you are the one who gave up on life. and you're not an idiot. you're just really confused in life and you don't know how to make your life better. but there are alot of ways to get better.. you just have to try and make a complete effort to.
 


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