You're not the only one who dwells on the past. I wish I could tell you that it will be okay... But the truth is that it wont. I'm sorry I have to be the one to give you the bad news, but the truth is, you will probably always feel this way for the rest of your life, and well, that's just life. And no, it wasn't you are fault... at all!

So many thing happen in ways we can not explain. We ask why? From time to time. But time is what it will take. She is a part of you. There is nothing more you could have said or done that you have not done already. She may not be here physically. You will always remember her emotionaly no pictures can hold memories you have in your mind and heart. If she was here now at this time and in site one look into each others eyes with no words spoken the bond you two shared will always be there. From the time one had walked out. weather it was good or bad emotions, you know there was still love in the air. You may not see, smell, or hear it but you still feel it. Just as you can not see,hear,and smell her. I have a question for you. Did she love you? You know how she felt. What makes you think she did not Know you loved her. Your looking for answers maybe she is speeking in ways you can not see.