 | Why do you have to be so far away?
I know you got someone new, but I just gotta tell you
How I feel about you
You never gave me a chance to tell you this:
I just want you to know that i've been needing you!
And even though I don't know you that well...
I just want to say that I love you and I've been missing you!
My heart has never felt so lonely,
It cries every night because it cant' handle this pain I carry on me!
Thinking of you been with someone else, makes my heart in more pain
All I think is of you, that night I was next to you, and kissing you...
At that time I didnt even try to be the best I am...
I was about to tell you how I felt inside about you but I was scared
Scared that you would of laughed in my face...
I never lied to you, and never will...I wouldnt do anything to do hurt you either..
But don't get me wrong cause I still love you,
You just made me strong in how I feel about to you!
And the reason I gave it up to you because I love you and I thought Things would of being different
Between me and you like starting all over... but I was so wrong!
I started thinking about when I first met you I didn't cared about you...
That night I thought of so many things of you, that made me feel something special inside about you,
but I know you didnt felt the same way about me..i know im not perfect or good looking
I still remember when you told me the kind of girl you would of like to have by your side..
I should of stop talking to you when you stopped, but I dont know why I didnt let you go.
But now that we are far apart I think of you more often, thinking about the promise that you didnt kept...
Why did you lied me and why you made me cry? maybe because you wanted to get rid of me,
But if it was like that you should of told me, I would of got away from you...
You must be happy now that im away from you, happy that you got what you wanted...
I know you don't want me nomore, dont think I'm going to get in your way again because I won't
I PROMISE you that you won't hear nothing from me again. But I still ask myself everyday;
Where did I do wrong? What did I ever did to you? What did I say that made you act that way?
I try to be nice with you, and you hurt me this way. If you could only feel the pain im feeling now.
You wouldnt of broke this heart that way..Im sorry for getting in your way hopefully you forgive me.
So now I'm just gonna say love you and good-bye!
Written by bluekisses
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