Why when I love I’m all happy inside?
Blood pumping faster making me high
High on forgiveness and blinded by light
The light that was used to get me that first night.
Why when I hate I’m all sad inside?
Blood clotting my veins of all the lies that I ate
I’m hurting so bad inside and I don’t want to beat
Because my fun with you was never meant to last.
It would have been easier if you just stabbed me to death
At least then I could have some time to bleed to death
But now I’m bleeding constantly and I don’t know how to stop
Because you took away the one thing that would have prevented it
I’m missing you so much since you left with my love
Don’t find it useful to beat without you
I’m killing myself on caffeine and nicotine
But hey don’t worry I’m killing my body
I feel sorry for my body and even more for my master
But you left in such a hurry, he is a disaster
He doesn’t mind if he lives or die
Because he’s still trying to cope with living a lie
I’ve seen this happen too many times before
They have all ended up in some sort of jar
Because this situation must be researched
The confessions of a broken heart …