 | So I finally ended up telling this guy how I felt not exactly face to face, but I had him read this story. He said he felt like a big jerk while he was reading this, and we later on talked on aim and and he told me he was very sorry about everything, he didn't know what else to say, but that he never meant to hurt me in that way. I still never asked him if he ever did have any feelings for me at all, but he I did ask Why he did what he did, and he told me that, she was just more open and kind of threw herself on him is what he said when I was more shy... But all in all he said he was sorry, and wanted to start over again and be freinds. And since then weve been talking, we don't have any classes together anymore but we still talk. This whole experience made me realize that I wouldn't want to be the one who ended up really heart-broken if him and I ever did go out, and in a very relieving way im glad it never happend, because first off I wasn't nor am the kind of girl that would have thrown myself at him to be with him, if thats what he had wanted, it never would happen and it didn't. Second off, it had become very obvious that he and I will never be togehter because he isn't the person I valued him to be. He may be a portion of what he said he weas, but he doesn't match my personality in the end. Im just happy about my life at this point, I have become more calm about things, more experience and much happier then I was previously, and I'm thankful for this. Perhaps I never will know the thoughts he had about me during those times, or the thoughts he has about me now, maybe he doesn't wonder about it anymore at all, I'll never know and I never would want to ask, Im happy as it is now, therefore, some things are meant to be left forever in wonder. The End.
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Written by Mariam
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