 | I met him this summer for the first time... and when I saw him, I immediely had a crush. It was his eyes that attracted me they were so deep and mysterious I could look at them for hours! And his smile, there is not another in the world like it!Well I crushed on him for a while and well then I kinda stopped after a while because I gave up! Well I've liked him on and off know since I met him and I met him like July 6, 2006 or something well it's now September 25, 2006. I haven't known him for quite that long but my feelings have been on and off quite alot. Well he was only up for the summer and now he went back to were he is from which is not that far from here maybe like a 30 minute drive or something like that. Well he came up for the weekend like the next week and well we hung out like usual and he asked for my number so he could call me, so we swapped numbers and then he left. Well we called each other every day since then. Sometimes only a quick hello before he had to go do stuff, or sometimes hour long talks. He soon became my bestfriend, I could tell him stuff that I couldn't tell anybody else, I even told him I liked him! Well he hadn't come up for quite a while and finally one weekend he came up! I was waiting all day for him, and finally he shows, I hear a knock at the door and I open it and there he was! I embrace him with a hug. He comes in and some friends were over (both his and mine) so we all hung out and then they all soon left. And I was laying on my bed thinking about him and how I couldn't believe that I had finally seen him after about a month! How muched he'd changed but yet stayed the same! Well after like a day he started being really mean to me! And I don't know what I did, and I thought about it and I didn't do anything to him I was totally nice the whole time! He would call me mean names like a ho and b*tch etc. But not to my face, and every once in a while he would look at me and I'd look into his eyes and I saw hurt, and something I couldn't recognize. He looked away and we did this a couple times that day. Well he left Sunday and I didn't even get to see him again, I was gonna talk to him about him being such a d*ck to me before he left but I didn't get the chance. I'm still debating weather or not to call him or not, I'm afraid he'll hang up on me! I really don't want to ruin our friendship, I don't even know what I did, maybe if I did I'd know how to fix it. Well I talked about this to my Mom and she said that (well I hang out with a whole bunch of boys and there both me and his friends) that the boys were teasing him (they do do this I have witnessed it numerous times) about me because they knew that we called each other every day and that they thought he like me so they teased him about this too (I have alos witnessed this more and heard about this numerous times as well). And she also said that they were just jealous because they liked me and they knew I liked him (the boy I like). Well I do know for a fact that most of the other boys like me, and what my mom said made sence because I know that is somehting a boy would probably do. And whats worese about the whole thing is that I love him which makes it 10 times worse than it already is! I love him so much! But yet I haven't told him, this! I'm afraid he doesn't feel the same way! Should I tell him I love him if I decide to call him or should I wait untill I'm sure of his feelings as so not to make a fool of myself. Well please help me out and tell me what you think about what my mom said, and tell me what you think about his actions toward me. I want the honest truth even if it hurts me! Tell me everything you think about hte situation! Thank you very much! I really really appreciate it!
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