 | • As you lie there –helpless-no breath of you left
• Stiff less and still is what you had to pay in debt
• You were suppose to bury me- not me bury you
• I wish this were a nightmare that never came true• I’ve been in this same room almost a week
• If you could see me, my tears streak down your cheeks
• I have no more smiles that stretch for miles
• I have a heart that’s not willing to part
• I haven’t slept in days – I guess I’m in a daze
• I can’t handle this but I’ll handle it the best I can
• Knowing you might be scared so I’ll hold your hand
• They’re trying to put you in the ground, where it’s cold all around
• But I told them no- you’re afraid of the dark
• Putting you down low shows they have no heart
• It hurts to know you’re no longer around-that you’re now bound from heaven and hell
• I remember when I use to hold you and think far along the line about our futures, yours and mine
• But all I truly knew was I was going to love you-that is till the end of time
• It’s eating me inside, I just can’t let go of you
• I’ve been by your bedside trying to hold on to you
• I truly love you that it hurts me a bunch
• If I let you go you’ll be all alone
• I wish this weren’t true and that I can stay w/you
• I can just hear your voice inside my head
• Telling me-“Mommy please don’t be afraid in the end”
• You’re right, I just want to show you how much I care
• But even your death I can not bare
• All I can do is stare at your face –hoping to see a smile or sweet little gaze
• When you first came into my life I vowed to love and protect you for the rest of your life
• To watch you through the worst or best of times
• I admit when I found out my baby left earth
• My heart was submitted to this cold depth of earth
• My body shock for many days
• I took plenty of pills to ease my pain
• I couldn’t breathe for what seemed like an eternity
• My heart dropped from where it was suppose to be
• No hugs or drugs can make me feel better
• When I look at the letters in your name they won’t be the same-there- that shows you how easily I can break
• I’m on my knees begging GOD please send my baby back to me
• In my dreams a miracle occurs
• But in reality it’s but a big blur
• Everyone I see says it’ll be alright
• But do they know that no longer are my days as bright?
• I’ve finally let go gently and slow- knowing how much it feels to be alone
• Inch by inch as you’re out of sight or what appears to be far from the light
• I wish w/all my might that I could hold you close and tight
• I swear you’d make everything alright
• I still have a shake in my hands as I take my stand
• Stepping to the edge of the hole holding on to the side where the pole supports a weeping women
• As the dirt begins to seep into my buried knees
• “GOD, this is to you- please take care of my baby for me
• For I can not she no longer is in my reach
• She now belongs to you , no longer to me
• She hasn’t a home but still she’s free”
• I love her so dearly and still can’t stand the thought of having her not near me
• Clearly it’s easy to see what this pain has done to me
• I am a lost soul no longer w/any kind of goal
• Soaking up all my sadness that still exist w/ such madness
• There isn’t stress left for me- I’ve already lost so much sleep and rest
• People tell me what they think is best to get over what has become of you
• But still they haven’t a clue of what I’ve been through
• My favorite place now to be is my dreams
• For I see in them you and me
• My true happiness at the end of life’s tragedy
• Soon someday – I too will enter through heavens gates
• Finally, I’ll lay my burdens down, resting my head gently upon GOD’S clouds
• There my sweetheart we’ll be together
• There again is where our hearts meet
• For my fate was delivered when our LORD-JESUS
• Sent you to me.
Written by CHINA88
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