 | Saying goodbye is never easy when you know it is the last time you’ll be saying it.
It is especially hard when you have to say it to somebody you love.
That someone who you will miss more than life itself.That someone who you could not look at anymore, or even talk to.
For you know if you do you will have to say goodbye when you do not want to.
So you will think that I will want to spend as much time with her as I could.
To get every second, minute, hour and day for time is short.
But I love her and am afraid that she may stop me.
Keep me from going on, so I stay away and look another way.
Staying strong when I am really feeling weak.
Feeling vulnerable in the inside.
That place where no one could see.
That place where love hides and cries a tear.
For saying goodbye to someone who you love is not easy.
It is by far the toughest thing I will ever have to do, if I could.
I cannot imagine what the days will bring.
When I would not see her like I use to.
For today is very hard to stay away from her.
Trying to go on like life is normal, but I cannot help but look and wave.
Even when I think I do not see her I do without even trying.
I see her when I am up high and when I am behind a obstacle.
It is something I do not understand.
For she draws me to her like magnet and steel.
Well the energy is gone and the fight is almost over.
I’ve been beaten and bloody pretty bad, but I stay on my feet.
Just enough strength to walk away in slow pace.
Hoping that I lost the fight of leaving.
Hoping that I might stay.
It is a fight, a war that goes on in my heart and nobody knows.
Fearful of what tomorrow might bring.
For it could be for all I know, the day of saying goodbye.
Written by Felipe N. Aviles
Submitted by Felipe N. Aviles |  |
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