It was the 25th of october 2005.
Our performing arts cl*ss had gone to watch a play in halifax.
I was so exited at the fact of getting to see a girl a had started to like in cl*ss.
Lydia and I spoke at the train station, and all I could think of was how beautiful she was. So young , sweet and mesmorisingly perfect. I was totally captivated by everything she did and said. she sings, acts and dances.
we started to get friendly at college and mess about all the time with each other. we talked all the time and just got to know one another. My god, she was all I ever wanted in someone. At this stage and age in my life, she had stirred a p*ssion and love in me, I had never known before. her cheeky, flirtatiouse manner towards me just stole my heart. It pains me so much considering the way we were with each other, compared to the way we are now

the prospect of "US" was there, and now isnt.

im nearly a year on and still totally messed up, emotionally tormented, led on and hearbroken.
All I wanted is to be with you lydia.
I will always love you.