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Killing me Softly... (Part9)

Oh my God...! “How can I tell my family about this? How can I raise this young one on my womb? Should I let him (Richard) know about it? Will I let this baby live? What kind of life can he/she get from me?” These are the questions that keep on bothering me up to the present. I’m so confused of what to do… ‘Will I do what I think is right though my parents would kill me? Or I’ll be bad enough to abort it? All I know is that I don’t want Richard to know about it coz I don’t want him to just pity my situation. Well, I’m not begging him to come back just because I’m pregnant!!!
Days and weeks have p*ssed, I stop bothering myself thinking for the answers of those questions. I just continue to be the same Kheicy, I smoke and smoke, drink and drink… I don’t mind the other human who defends his/her life on me… All I want is to be happy! I cried and cried for several times, but that’s over.



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samantha
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hey, it sucks what you're going through but I just want to let you know that abortion is NOT the solution, it's murder. Would you honestly want to kill an innocent thing that you created? You can put it up for adoption maybe. But you'll have to tell your parents eventually, cuz I think they'd notice after a few months. They'll be mad of course at first, but what can they do? After a while they'll be happy that they're going to be grandparents! and you dont HAVE to tell Richard even though he should know, but just let him know that it wont ruin his life because he doesn't have to be in yours. I hope i've helped. good luck to you...<3
 
Stella
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ok so I read you story from part 1 to 8. and that really sux, you must have a really hard life, but I think you should slow down on smoking and drinking cause that could kill the baby. and I know you dont care but its not the baby's fault you got pregnant, and you can be happy in different ways. and I think you should tell richard...you never know he might stay with you but he might not either way he has the right to know. he is the father,and no maybe he isnt the one. there are plenty of sweet guys who you should give chances to, someone out there love you for who you are.
 
Alleah
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Hey...Guys!!! Thank you very much for reading my entry. I just want to let you know that this is a true to story... not mine... but of my very close friend! I wrote this story for her. It was'nt my situation but it's her. I wrote it hoping that I could change her mind of ruining the life of an innocent child in her womb. I also hope that her story could inspire other people,or should I say other women. Thank you very much for the comments and suggestions. Don't worry I will inform her that lots of people have a concern for her. Pardon me, "I'm just a writer!" God Bless!!!
 
joyce
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you are really an excellent writer!!! I read all ur entries. It really inspires me esp. the story "killing me Softly"!!
I just wish dat she never do that, but then it happened. I just pray na lng for her safety and may god always guide her. It's not her lost anyway. Sooner or later mkkklla rn xa ng deserving at mmhalin xa.. I hope dat was gian.. I have a close frnd not just dat close but really my true frnd who did da same thing dat kc did. Even me cried everynyt bcoz dat happened to her but then after a month she meet a guy. she told her about her past. Thanks God bcoz da guy really love her. She got married few months ago and now she had a baby in her womb.. So, for her, dont ruin her life bcoz of da past. Just stand up straight, hold ur head high, think god always and as much as possible avoid doin evil things. I know 1 day she will meet da right one for her.. a hapiness to both of u gurl...

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