After few days, I deprived myself from seeing him. I can’t be stupid any longer. All this time, empi (emperador) became my friend. I drink, drink and drink. There were times that I don’t value myself anymore.I release all my burdens by hurting myself. I got a cutter and slice my arm. One slice, two slices, three slices, until my whole arm is fully filled with blood. My parents kept on scolding me. Well, it’s normal. Too late… when I’ve learned that I’m pregnant!!!