At first, it was just like a game between me and Richard. Because I’m a type of girl that starts up enjoy and ends up enjoying the game. I never expected that time will come I will love him the way I loved Gian.But then, my fears came. I just found myself undressed lying besides Richard. Yeah, we did the same thing that Khaye and Richard did. I don’t know why I did it. After it, I cried, I thought of Gian. Before, I believe that virginity should only be given to the man you would marry in the future. But why I did that?! I kept on asking myself but I can’t find the answers. I just woke up one morning loving the person I’m not expecting to love from the start.