And so, we start all over again but I can no longer give her back the trust I once gave her but then she wasted it. Eventually, Richard and I became lovers, but this time, I didn’t let Khaye to know about it.I’m afraid she might broke the promise she made to me. She would probably tell it right away to Alex. I want that I would be the one to informed Alex about it.
They say me and Richard were really compatible and meant for each other because Richard is handsome. But still Gian is the one whom I really loved. I thought Khaye and I had a new beginning of our friendship but then I was totally wrong. Her betrayal to me has not yet ended. Khaye opened up to me that Richard who’s my bf and her do have sex. She’s even laughing while telling me the whole story way back when they (Khaye and Richard) became lovers. I just laughed, but deep inside I want to ask her… “Why do you have to tell me those things when you know that I like him from the very start?” Again, again and again… I just shut my mouth. Then the time comes that I told Khaye regarding our (me and Richard) relationship. At first, I’m so hesitant to tell her coz I know she’ll surely be hurt. But then she’s almost my best friend so she must know about it. Though I’m so conscious to show affection to Richard in front of Khaye still I did, because I justy want to be happy. I’ve once gave way to her when I let her to be Richard’s gf, though it kills me, I want her to be happy. But this time, I also want to experience being loved by the guy I liked.