One time, Khaye and I decided to have a bar hopping and we’re joined by my other friends. Alex was also with me, I introduced her to Khaye as well as my other friends. Too good Khaye and Alex became good friends also.They are now comfortable being together. And I’m happy to see them. But surprisingly, I never expect what I saw Alex was doing to Khaye. Her hand was on the top of Khaye’s lap, crawling down between Khaye’s legs. While I’m besides Alex, Khaye whose on the other side of Alex was enjoying what they were doing. It really hurts to see that scenario but I just keep my mouth shut ‘til that day ends. The next day, I confronted Alex regarding what I saw but he refused it, she told me that Khaye and she was just kidding. I forgave them and let it pass without confronting Khaye. The next day is another bar day, as usual the same persons are with me. Unexpectedly, I saw my old friend on that same bar, together with his friends. He introduced me to them while Alex is staring madly at me. I remembered one of them and he’s Richard. He’s cute and he appealed to me. By that time, I think I like him already and I let Khaye to know about it. That was the start of another misunderstanding between me and Alex. She was jealous of Richard and to the way I looked at him. Alex became too possessive and judgmental and I don’t like her that way. It’s as if I can’t breathe well. It was not yet the end but just the beginning of the special thing between me and Richard. We start texting each other and we both enjoy our company. I told Khaye that I’m very much interested of Richard and I’m willing to leave Alex for him. But I know I’m just doing that to avoid my hidden feelings for Gian. I still love him despite the fact that he doesn’t give me chance at all to make him feel how much he mean to me. Every time I see Gian, it hurts me. Because he’s no longer the same person that I first met since the day I told him what I really feel for him. So I decided to start showing affection to Richard.