Once again, they saw the bad side of me, wilder and more rebellious but I never change on how I treated my true friends, they were my strength and at the same time my weakness. I’ve had a lot a suitors, I neglected boys and as if I don’t see them.I entertained suitors from the 3rd world, or should I say… Lesbians. I began to have relationships with lots of lesbians as my bf. Since then, I treated myself as part of the 3rd world community. Years have gone so fast… I don’t even notice that I already spent 6years with lesbians. ‘Til I met Alex, another lesbian, but this time I loved her seriously. Our relationship lasted for 8mos. We had a lot of misunderstandings during our relationship. But still we end up being together, until I decided to shift course on a new university where I met lots of friends whom I’m longing to. They accepted me despite the fact that I’m engage in a relationship with a lesbian. One of those people is Khaye. We became closer than my other friends for she understands my situation. We’re always together, we eat together, we smoked together, we laughed on each other’s jokes, we hang out together. In short, we enjoy each other’s company that much. I met once a friend of one of my classmate, and I like him. He’s Gian, a guy from the same university where I am studying. After a long time being committed with lesbians, I felt it again for a guy. There was something with that guy that made me fall for him, I don’t know what it is. I informed Khaye about it since I trust her that much already. I kept my feelings for him so it won’t affect my relationship with Alex. But when we hang out on a bar and my friends called to p*ss the candy from one mouth to another, of course I’m very much happy for it was my chance to kiss Gian. And so I did but when its Gian’s turn to pass the candy to Khaye, it lasts for a few seconds. I noticed that Khaye was kissing Gian. So shocked, but I neglected it as if nothing happens.