 | with my pain
A whisper from the blade,
As it makes its wayToward a vein.
Smile on my face
Knowing this will take away the pain.
My eyes wonder, hands shake
Knowing the promise Cam had me make.
I try to cut, I want to bleed
I dont want to hurt,
So this is what I need.
I dont know what else to do.
Ive done a couple scratches
Since my promise.
I made that promise,
And I dont want to mess this up
But what do I do when I feel unloved.
I wont do much, just a little cut.
My emotions and heart fight:
My emotions say
Cut the pain away
But my hearts says
Call Cam and tell him everything
Yeah, I know is messed up.
A battle inside me,
Makes me wound my own body
My arm was last marked with a Z.
I just want to add a couple more things.
I hope I make it through the night without cutting,
With one fact : That Cam really does love me.
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