you know what we are under going to the same problem.. yes, I am afraid of rejection but the difference of our situation was.. this happened to me for so long ago and now, it is still happening... she knew that I love her and she told me too that she love me... you should have told her after all it was not your fault to fall in love with her... you should have dared telling her....

10-17-08

I look back at this now two years later and laugh. My spelling and grammer were terrible. I attempted to change the name of my crush to conceal my identity but accidently used two different names. Amanda and I were together for a blissful but difficult two years and three months, but this past July she left me for the girl she had been cheating on me with. She also developed a drug habit after she left me and she became a different person I don't associate with anymore. It was a tragic and painful end. But even now as I look back I was right about a lot of things. I was right that my family and friends would hate me, but they held me when she left me without saying. "I told you so." I was right that it was true love. I was even right that true love is worth it. I walk away with a broken heart, but I walk away a different person. I've learned many life lessons and even though I got my heart broken I commend myself for being brave enough to take the risk.