 | Everyone talking dealing with their own time
Not like anyone cares if everyone else is doing fine
Making plans to hang out and have alot of fun
Am I the only one?
Sitting at my desk thinking about when I get home,
No friends, I'll be alone
Keeping a smile while inside I'm screaming
Wondering if life has any meaning
While everyone else sits talking to there friends
Oh, can't this school day just end!
Sitting at lunch while I hear some talk in my ear
They came over to say hello the number one thing I fear
Coming on over talking their mean talk
So I just get up and start to walk
As long laughs follow the path behind me
There's so much they'll never see
I think I'm a pretty cool person, who can have alot of fun
Just no one will ever give me a chance no one
The only real friends I get turn out to be against me
I sit in school keeping to myself
Listening to everyone else
Holding my fist tite trying not to cry I feel so lost I wish I could say goodbye
I don't want to be here but I have no chance to get out
Remembering what memories are all about
The good times not the bad
But what if your only memories are sad
What if you always felt unwanted
And never really fit in right even though you tried and tried and now you're just holding on tight
Fighting back the tears of tomorrow
Feeling the shadows flow over your head
I can remember what you said
"Look around, find someone standing alone.
Make friends with them there's got to be someone else whose on there own."
Looking around I see no one by themself
I guess I'm the only one, just me by myself
I smile as people walk on bye
And all I can do is sit and sigh
Feeling a notion telling me I'm something
But looking around I feel like nothing
Tomorrow came a knew day rises
Today I'm hoping for some surprises
Found ten bucks on the way to school. But still I feel like a fool
I sit at the bus stop praying for a friend to show
But as the days went on. I'm pretty sure God said no
Breakdancing, graffiti, dogs, and skateboarding that's what I like to do
But to everyone else it's a lie, something that's not true
I tried to prove it to them but they laughed and walked away
I really do wish I didn't have to stay
When I get a happy feeling someone quickley rips it down
Before the day is over I'm almost to the ground
Walking home from school is the best time of my day
It's the only time I can say "Is it really werth it, is it really there, when I'm older will I still be lonely and scared?"
The thoughts that run threw my head all day,
What some of them are, I could never say,
But they don't understand and probably will never get it, but I'd bet my life on it
Some day they'll notice I'm better then they know
And one day they won't make me feel low.
With time comes sorrow more sorrow then love, but when it's all coming at you keep your head above. Care for the people who don't care for you, because lies become reality and hold you down tight but no matter what keep up the fight. Don't let go because you can become who you want to be, all you have to do is look and try to see.
Written by ALifeToLiveFor
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