 | You see there's thig guy that I love but I pushed him away because I was going through a really hard time but I didn't want to lose him for good. This guy is my first real love and I don't want another love becaue he is everything to me. There's so many thigs about this guy that I won't ever forget and I know this other girl won't ever pick up these things about him.
Things like when he's about to cry how his bottom lip quivers and his nostrils flare and when he's mad his ear go really red and his leg shakes. Or when he's really tired or he's been crying his eyes go bloodshot and he gets blue rings around them. Or how whenever I nibble his ear and kiss his neck the way he shivers and pulls me tightly into him. Or how when he gets nervous he bites the callisis on his hands. There's so many other thigs too.
I'l miss his kisses because they let me know he's here and I'll miss his hugs because to me they are my security blanket, I'll miss the way he is so annoying that he drives me up the wall but even though he does he still makes me laugh. I'll miss how he'll call me as soon as he wakes up in the morning to go into his room to see him so I can kiss him good morning and be in his arms. I'll really miss how he is just himself and won't change and how he loves me for just me.
You see, this guy is my absolute world and he can do anything and I still run back to him and that's just simply because I love him and don't want to be without him. Without him by my side I don't want to walk this path in life because if he's not by my side I'm not complete, he still has hold of my heart and he always will so I just pray that I'll have hold of his again one day.
Matt if you ever read this then please just know I love you so much, I made a huge mistake as you have done once before and I'll never ever stop loving you because you have been my past, you are still my present and I want you as my future till the end of time.
Written by Gawjusgirl
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