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Stupid Teen Love Story

Once there was a teenage girl just starting her eighth grade year named Amaya. She started off her eighth grade year and everything was going as planned. There was always that little bit if teenage drama going on.Always wondering who likes who and what happened between those two the other night. It's neverending. At that point, she knew she had feelings for someone, but she had forgotten his name and wondered if he even went to her same school this year. One day while all of her friends were out in the boiling sun playing a game a game of basketball, she was sitting in the shade with her classmate Lorrie. Lorrie was one of those girls where if you didn't tell her something, she wouldn't shut up about it. Lorrie asks, "So, do you like anyone Amaya?" And then Amaya replies,"Yeah, I do." So, Lorrie bugs Amaya so much that Amaya just gives up and tells her who she likes. "He's that guy over there, playing soccer with Gaye." "Sol?" "Yeah, I think that's his name." "Oh. That cool. Have you told anyone else?" "No, so promise not to tell anyone" "Okay I promise" Afterwards, Lorrie tells Amaya that she likes Gaye and they just talk about guys and the usual. Now, Amaya was one of those quiet, shy, timid, girls who never did anything unless being told and who always followed her friends around. She didn't really know what else to do. Slowly, she tells her other friends that she likes Sol, and then she tells some other friends. She didn't no but one of the friends that she told, her name was Kelly, was actually really close to Sol so she told him that she knew 2 people that like him because not only was there Amaya. But there was another girl named Mallory. Sol figured out that Mallory was one of the girls easily. They flirted daily and they both liked each other, but Sol was still hesitant on asking her out. He didn't know if it was the right choice so he waited a while. Now at the same time, Amaya didn't know any of this and she was in her own little world wondering if he had figured out if it was her or not. Kelly had given out so many clues as to who the other girl was that Sol had figured out it was Amaya. So now the secret was out, but things kept on getting more complicated. Amaya wanted to get close to him so badly that she would do anything, and sooner or later, she started saying "hi" to him but nothing more. She would always run away. She was scared. She had never been in a situation like this. She had never been in a situation where she had not been close to the guy she liked and she had no idea how to get close to him. So she started doing silly things like pulling his hair and tapping his shoulder on one side adn then running away. Her way of thinking was still very childish, for she had not learned about sex yet. She had no idea what was out in the world around her. Sol got very mad. Why was this girl he barely even knew, harassing him and pulling his hair. He started disliking her everyday. Then one day Amaya whacked him in the arm because she thought it was playful and didn't think it would hurt, but she was wrong. Sol got So mad, he hated her from that day forward. Some stupid girl thought he was cute and all of a sudden starts whacking him. In his head, he thought to himself "ew taht girl isn't even attractive and she acts so stupid." Amaya always regretted these small things she did, she didn't really think before she did anything. This was one of her weaknesses. From then on, Sol started hating her and saying mean things about her, but on his good days he would say okay things that didn't make her seem so evil. While all this was happening, Amaya's small crush turned into obsession, she didn't know what it was, but there was something about him, something she couldn't pinpoint. Of course she didn't know that these were just regular teen hormones. But, one thing led to another and before anyone knew it, he was her everything, she lived, breathed, and slept Sol. She couldn't think of anything else. One day she was in PE and Mallory was actually a good friend of Amaya's. They were sitting in line for hockey and she talks to Mallory and asks if she likes him and she says that she does. Then Mallory says that Sol also likes her and has been planning to ask her out for a few months now but always chickens out. When Amaya found this out, she didn't no why, but she felt like everything was falling apart. Then she told Mallory that she knew a girl that had liked him for about 7 months now, and when Mallory heard this, her ears perked up. Who was this girl who had liked him for this long? She asked if it was someone in there PE class and Amaya said it was. Then she told her that it was her and Mallory looked shocked because she had not known that Amaya had liked him for that long. No one had known that she had liked him for that long. Then day by day, Amaya started getting sadder and sadder until this sadness led to depression. She didn't know what had struck it, it had just come. She had heard that people had cut them selves but she was too stupid to know that they did this as a sign of suicide, she didn't know that you could kill yourself but cutting your wrist. Of course she was too scared to try a knife so she just took a metal nail filer lying in her room adn started carving into her skin. Just one line. It didn't even hurt her adn there was no bleeding. She started telling her friends because she didn't think it was a big deal, no one had explained to her what cutting really was. While she told her friends other people had over heard adn suddenly it was around the whole school. People started giving her looks. Then she started wearing full black every single day. One day, she had found out that someone had told the school counselor and she had no idea what to do. She didn't know what to say or how to answer any of the questions. She walked into school that day as scared as a fish would be in the layer of a shark. She went to her first class and she was expecting a phone call to the class. She was so jumpy that everytime the phone rang to would shake a little bit. No one called for her in that class and she thought she was fine, but deep down, she knew that something was going to happen that day. She walked into her science clsss where they were taking a test and right in the middle of the test, the phone rang, and she knew that that was her call. She headed up to the counselors office right after the test. The counselor was so scary to her, this big tall fat guy who looked as evil as malificient from sleeping beauty. She couldn't help it, and she confessed right then adn there. They had to look at the "cut" which wasn't even a cut. It was simply a little scratch. They had to bandage it and then they said that they had to call her parents. She refused that they called her parents and they asked why. She just said that she didn't want them knowing and taht it would be to painful for them. She could never really talk to her parents. They sent her back to class, she had to go to her math class. She walked in, her eyes burning, hot and red. Everyone turned and looked and just stared at her wondering what had happened. She sat down adn told her best friend somethings right then and there. Then the phone rang and they were calling her back up. Her parents were there. So she walked out of the classroom and the second that she walked out, everyone stared at her one friend that she had told somethings to and they just gave her a cold hard stare expecting her to say something, but she never did. When she reached there she saw her mom and they sort of had to explain everything to her. Of course they over exaggerated. They made Amaya and her mother talk about everything and high school and how she promised never to do anything like this ever again. During all this time, the past couple of months when everything was going on, Sol wasn't getting it easy at all. People came up to him and started calling him names because everyone said Amaya cut for him. He hated her more and more every single day and even helped spread it but made her look bad instead. It went throughout at least half the school but it wasn't a big deal because Amaya, she wasn't known, at all. As winter break came up things were just dull. On the first Thursday, she went to her friend, Jamie's, party. She was still obsessed with Sol, after everything that had happened, she was still obsessed. The truth is that she had never been more obsessed. She wanted to no what he was doing every single moment of everyday. At the party, Sol was there and she was stunned. She was quiet most of the time, and on a swing looking like a total loner but she was happy. The whole time she was in a magic plane parallel to reality, one that no one had been to except her. She asked her for a hug, and he couldn't say no because that would be just plain mean, so he said, "Of course." And she sqeezed him so hard that he thought she was really eccentric. Her friend Sara, explained to him what had really happened and that most of it was rumors spread by the imaginative mind of the teenagers at school. She always remembered the party in a weird way because it wasn't a good memory, but at the same time it was. Winter break was busy for her. She started a new life with the new year and all. School actually got tougher, and not the classes part, but the social part. More people asked her more questions about what happened and stuff like that. Eventually it all died down and things went back to normal, at least until February that is. The week of Valentines day came up and she had gotten a hold of Sol's sn. She started talking to him and saying "hi" and stuff. The day before Valentines day, Sara was talking to him online and then Sol started telling Sara how he loved her and that when he talked to her that night at her party that it was love at first sight. Sara kept on saying that this couldn't be true because by then, everyone knew Sol had this totally out of hand infatuation with Mallory. When Amaya found out, she was totally dumbstruck. Sol kept on accusing Amaya of being the only reason that Sara wouldn't go out with him and said a lotta other cr*p too. Amaya cried that night, she cried like she cried that day in the counselors office. She was shocked. The next day, Sara found out that Sol's friend Dick had been pretending like he was Sol and making all this stuff up. Everyone was so mad because this fake thing turned into something that had gotten out of hand. On Valentines day, Sol asked Mallory out, and as you would assume, she said yes. He had gotten her a red rose with a teddy bear and told her that he loved her. At the dance, Amaya had gone up to Sol and told him that she didn't like him anymore, but Sol knew she was lying. They never spoke after that day. School went on and from then on, things started looking good for Amaya. Life was so good even though everyday she would still think about Sol every once in awhile like when she was alone walking through the halls. And then turn the corner and find him and Mallory holding hands or kissing. Eventually, she told everyone that she was over him and that she liked Thomas, but really, Sol was always at the back of her mind. On May 5, they went on a school trip to a theme park. The first half of the day she hung out with her friends, but then the second half, Amaya and Jamie went with they're friend Brody and in Brody's group there was a guy named Joe and he was really good friends with Sol so Sol joined the group too. At first Amaya was really choked up and shy but then she got used to it and it was the most fun she had had in a while. In her heart, she will always remember that day. She knew that he did not hate her anymore and Amaya couldn't be happier. One day led to the next and pretty soon, graduation was around the corner. It was hard saying good bye to everyone even though they knew they would be seeing each other next year. Summer was great, but Sol was still in her head. She was happy that Mallory was moving out of state, but at the same time, she was so sad. She saw Sol crying in class and she felt so sorry. Over summer everything was great and that summer was the best she had had yet. She even had a summer love. One day, after she had gotten back from vacation, she got online, and Sol was online. All the feelings that she had in the beginning of the last year rushed in and tickled her stomache. She didn't know what to do anymore. Everyday Amaya tried harder and harder to get over him but she just couldn't. Then the orientation came and she knew that Sol wasn't going to be there because he was in band camp. When she got there she was fine, then she turned around and looked back and Wala! Sol was there. It turns out that he had ditched band camp. She was so excited but so scared. They sat down in the bleachers but then the adults split them up into lines. Each line had to face another like and you had to link hands with the person across from you, they made you move up and meet like 10 people. After the 3rd person, Amaya looked ahead and she realized that she was going to be linking hands with Sol. She could not believe it. The moment went there arms touched she felt her heart pumping the blood throughout her body faster and faster. That moment was amazing. The orientation went on and she saw him frequently, but eventually it ended and everyone left. She heard about him frequently from her friend Brody because Brody was in band camp as well. Somewhere during that whole summer, with a little help from her friend Brody, Amaya learned that even though this may be some sort of crazy outta control infatuation, she would always remember Sol as her first love and he would always have a special place in her heart. Her first love.



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