 | I feel so guilty
Am I suppose to feel like this?
Like I just wanna sulk in a dark corner
Am I suppose to feel like that?
Or like I just wanna cut,
Or get high,
Or smoke?
Am I suppose to feel like I just wanna die,
Knowing tomorrow won't be any better?
Am I?
I don't know if its worth being this unhappy
This sad
This remorse
This emotioanal sh*t
I'm just tired of it
All of it
And you!
You make me feel so bad
So terrible
So unwanted
Like a square peg in a round hole
I don't fit
So why am I here?
Why?
Why does god want me to suffer so much?
Ha. God.
And he said I had no faith
And he wonders why.
This adventure we call "life"
Has an adventure, yes
To find meaning
To find hope
To find love
And it is obvious to me who will come out victorious.
Not me.
Written by bunkingum
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