 | As my eyes open to see another day...
I try to reflect upon it in a different way.
The dreams that I held so strong and true...
Well... they used to consist of me and of you.
That is, until that nightmare came to me one night...
When I seen your siloquette leaving, from the taxi's taillight.
After so long and all these things become part of the past...
It's amazing to me, to feel how long this pain would last.
To be honest, I would have to admit when I say...
That I'm starting to fear if this will ever go away.
Now when I talk to you and you tell me that you care...
It's all the more confusing, and my heart continues to tear.
You say I need to heal, and that you want to help too...
How can I understand this riddle, I don't know what to do.
Heal myself now, exactly what do you mean??...
I don't think you really know me, or you would have seen.
The very reason that I need to be healing...
Is from the lack of love with all of its feeling.
Maybe I am lost within two different realms of life...
One trying to keep alive in a dream, the other with strife.
But what really is involved with having a dream??...
Is it really like traveling blind, while rowing all upstream?
"You can be President one day... or an Astronaut Son!!"...
But I really just wanted to be happy and have some fun.
A family started and seeing it all the way through...
Promises of never giving up, is what we said we would do.
Nobody can say where life roads may carry or take us...
Shall we jump on the train, or maybe we could take the bus.
Walking down the path of time while hands intertwined...
Is now something that I know I will never be able to find.
Your hands have let go of mine, and reached another way...
I wish that you had listened or felt what I was trying to say.
To tell me you Love me now, well... it's just not the same...
I don't know if you believe this... or if it's just some sad game.
Tears flood my face each and everyday as I think of this...
My heart bleeds away with just the thought of your kiss.
True insanity has now become my destiny's way...
I wait to see if I actually make it through another day.
The cruel words you mix together with the kind...
Is just a reminder of what's now gone and behind.
My heart bleeds my soul and as I look all around...
You are not here, in fact, nowhere to be found.
I thought you said that forever I could trust to be true...
Honest, Faithful, Loving is what I believed were in you.
The pains that embrace this heart once so free...
Is now Clutched in the depths of saddness for you and for me...
Never would I have thought that this could be our way...
Each and every evening I hope not to see the next day.
I am losing myself, I just want to scream!!...
Is this my reality, because I believed... in a dream?
Written by free4thinkin
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