Here I sit motionless
With a million thoughts streaming through my head
Emptyness is taking over me someone else I want to be instead
Unfulfilled I often feel
For I different life I yearn
Clinging to a hopeless wish
That my mother will return
Hatred is the word I use
To describe how I feel
For many it's true
I hate them soo deeply
It's no lie it's real
My emotion seems to run me
Its takes over my life
It suddenly kreeps upon me
Then I can't sleep at night
I realise the lonlynes
But in the end there is hope
I have my freinds around me
Everyday I learn to kope.