 | Looking up at you wondering how I ever knew. I was scared and all alone walking down the street I was on my own. You told me to hop in said that you'd give me a ride to where I wanted to be, but love...that's not what I was gonna see.I ran in the opposite direction not looking behind me, all I was hoping is that he wouldn't try to follow me. When I finally felt safe I took a deep breath in, I was so young and time was running thin. You told me I couldn't get it their cars or talk to them when I felt unsafe...you also told me if a police followed don't let it turn into a chase. I smiled at you that night then whached as you walked out of sight. I knew what I had to do I had to go after you. I packed my bags and grabbed some cash but that's when my life started to clash. Closing the door behind me thinking you were going to the town you once called home, running down the block on my own. I took the train and a cab too but what I didn't find was you. I put myself in danger so many times. Running from bad people drove me out of my mind. I cried for you and your smile, I didn't know what to do for a while. Then I took a train back home while inside I still felt alone. I walked inside my family was so glad but still I was sad. They hugged me and kissed me and got me pizza too but then they told me about what happened with you. They said while I was gone you came back to get me. They told me you said you needed to bring me there, cause without me you felt scared. I sat and cried hating myself for trying to find you. My mind never said look behind you...I sighed as thoughts ran through my mind...you had a love that again I could never find. You came back to get me but I was to buisy looking for you...and that's the point I knew. I had to go back and find you it's not to late yet. But when I left a second time I made myself a bet. I said you wouldn't come back again so I had to come to you...but that just wasn't true, By the time I was done looking, you were long gone and all those times I went out to find you I was really wrong!
Written by SixStepBreaker
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