My life was well in order
My goal were in reach
I finally thought that I was ready
Ready to have a baby
A baby of my own
I meet a BOY
I thought would treat my like a queen
But all he did was take everything from me
He took the life I wanted so bad
He took my sense of pride
He took all of the dreams I had planned
With all the pain that he caused
With all the stresses he added
My dream of having a baby
Went out the door
I was ten weeks along
I heard this little ones heart
I saw how this life was growing inside of me
I never thought that all my stress would ever hurt my child
My little one is gone
And is in the heaven above
My little one is my angel now
And will show me right from wrong.
Everyday that passes by
I ask myself why
Why did I fall for a Boy and not wait for a man?
Why was I in such a hurry to have a baby and not just wait for the right one to come along?
I thought I had my whole life planed out.
By 25 I was going to be a mom
I was going to have my baby
I was going to give all that I could
I was going to try to be the best mom
But all of that was taken away
All that love I had
All those dreams that were so close to coming true
All of that is gone
Cause I ran into the arms of a Boy
And not walk into the arms of a Man!!!