 | I'am a hopeless romantic. I believe that everybody is destined to be with someone. We need to find that other half to make us complete. But I also believe that we should not search for love. We let love find us that's why it's called falling in love because we don't actually force ourselves to fall, it just happens. When we least expect it and when we think we have given up on love it will come rushing to our door and we don't have any choice but to let it in.
I haven't found that person God had created for me. I have been single for almost 4 years now and well, as most single people would say "I'm happy". But, of course, it's not that "happy complete" it's more of "happy beacuse I'm alive". I do feel that there's something missing in mylife. I don't know what it is or who it is but I do know I will find it in God's time.
Being single is not that bad. I'm actually using this time to get to know myself better. I'm doing the things I want, go to places I want and meet different types of people. I want to be happy being single so that when may fate call I will be able to share my happiness with that special person. I will be able to give him myself completely because I have lived life to the fullest as a single person.
I know in my heart that one day, someday I will find him. I will find that person who will share plate with me, who will say I'm beautiful even if my face is wrinkled, that person who will stand by my side even if I'm on the wrong side of the road. I have been badly hurt before and I thought I could never trust LOVE again. But everytime I think of how happy I was when I still had that love I just say to myself "no pain no gain". I just want to be fully healed from the pain of my past so that I will not carry any unwanted baggage in the life I'm destined to share with that someone God had picked for me...
Written by Honnei
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