 | There are things in my life I really want to forget…things I hope and pray will just disappear from my memory forever so that I can live again. I am not a bitter, sad, pathetic person. I’m just miserly and grudging most of the time. I am not transparent. I keep everything to myself. That’s why Most of time I feel like my heart is ready to explode. My hurtful past is still hunting me. The scars still ache. I have tried everything to forget but obviously nothing worked.
It’s been 7 years, 11 months and 25 days since my life had a drastic change. I gave my heart to someone I thought loves me....I gave him all of me.All my heart, my soul and My love. I forget to save for myself.So,when he left without even saying goodbye. He took my entire existence with him. I was so crushed. My life was a mess. I was so numb because of the pain he caused me. Its been so long but I'm still suffering. I still punish myself up to now. I still cry my eyes out every night. wondering what have I done to deserve this?was I ever really loved by him?
I was robbed of my innocence. Someone took away my smile, my heart and my soul...and whats worst is that
I know I am the only person to blame for this phase in my life. I let that person do this to me. I let myself suffer this much.
All I want Is to forget, let go and move on. I want to love and want, LOVE again.
I want to trust people again. I want to be free. I want to smile again. I want to see life and experience life.
Written by Honnei
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