 | The way that it started,
I never thought it was anything.
But what it became to be,
Was even more then everything.
People never saw it,
But you had a different side.
Alone you would say you were in love,
But around your boys you’d lie.
You’d act tough,
And tell them you get plenty of girls.
But when we’d leave,
You’d tell me how I was your world.
You fronted to them,
But I thought it was okay.
That you just had a reputation,
that you wanted to stay.
I’d always play around,
And I didn’t take you seriously.
I’d always lie to you,
Never thinking you’d leave.
Till the day came,
When I realized what I had actually had.
You told me you hated me,
and didn’t text me for a little while after that
My heart began to jump,
And my eyes began to tear.
As I realized what I always wanted,
was always right here.
I tried my hardest to get you back,
And when I finally did.
It didn’t feel the same,
the way that it once did.
You acted like I wasn’t nothing,
Like you never said what you said.
Those words that you thought meant so little,
Are the ones that always got to my head.
I try so damn hard,
to be perfect for you.
I do everything I do to make you want me,
I do everything you tell me to.
I know that you don’t want to be with me,
But you can’t ever say it.
You can’t say you want me though,
I’m so confused, I don’t get it.
Why make me stay,
If you don’t want me to?
Why you acting like this towards me?
What did I ever do?
How can you act mad at me;
Like I did something wrong?
How you gonna be my man one day,
And then just be gone?
Come back the next week,
After I try so hard,
To see, to be with you,
after once again breaking my heart.
No man makes me feel,
The way that you do.
The way that you talk to me,
No one could ever do it like you.
I always tell you,
But it seems as though you don’t hear me.
It goes in one ear and out there other
So I say it repeatedly.
You said that I need to waste time,
so that I don’t text you so much
But I never get to see you
And yes it’s hard to trust.
Every time I see you with a female,
You say it’s a lick.
I know it’s not true though,
And you just think you’re slick.
I can’t say anything about it,
Cause that’s your life,
That’s how I met you,
I regret that night.
A hicke though?
You can’t even try to lie.
I’m not that stupid,
You aint get into no fight.
I always be picturing you with her,
The girl I seen you with twice.
I can’t do anthing about it though
Once again it’s your life.
I just can’t tell you,
The important things I should say.
I just don’t know how you’d react,
If you’d go or stay.
I think I’m beginning to understand,
More and more as you lie
That you’ll never change,
You’ll always make me cry.
But my tears are drying out,
And there aren’t any more.
If only you knew,
What was on the other side of our door.
How everything could have been,
Or how much would of changed.
You could have had a good life with me,
But you gave it all away.
For what?
Sh*t I’ll never know.
I just hope she was worth it,
And yall shine like gold.
I wish you the best,
I hope for you big dreams,
But if you keep breaking hearts,
You may not get much of anything.
Be true to yourself,
And all good will come.
Maybe one great day,
You will finally grow up.
The stronger you try to act,
The weaker you will get.
Just don’t make a big mistake,
Don’t do anything you’ll regret.
I’ll make sure I make you want me.
I’ll make sure I become somebody,
Just so you can see what you could have had,
And that for real you’re nobody.
You think you’re that sh*t,
That you will always have females lined up.
But eventually you’ll grow older,
They wont want you anymore, you wont be enough.
Love isn’t just a word,
It has a meaning.
You should have never said it to me,
If you didn’t mean it.
Written by Jessica Stoffel
Submitted by Jessica Stoffel |  |
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