I quit I give up
Nothing that I do is good enough
For anybody else
I don't want to fake being happy anymoreI quit I'm done
I know I suck
Trust me noone knows it better then I do
You don't need to waste your precious
Breath on me
I hurt myself so that you don't have to
My heart is sinking
Into the darkness
The tears want to come
But I blink them back
Put on a phony smile
And force out a fake laugh
I can't love myself
I'm too ugly too fat
I could puke all night long
But the feeling won't last
The scars start to rise
Long thin white lines
Memories of the pain
Reminders I'm wrong
Sure I seem happy
But it's all just an act
Behind closed doors
When I am attacked
My own reflection
Brings tears to my eyes
Forced to live with self rejection
Why can't I just die?
I can't love myself
I'm too ugly too fat
I could puke all night long
But the feeling won't last
The scars start to rise
Long thin white lines
Memories of the pain
Reminders I'm wrong.