I'm trying to sleep
Tossing and turning
Trying to forget
About the blade under my pillowI thought I was stronger than this
I'm not
I reach under my head
There it is
Cut after cut
The blood trickles down
Like your tears
Cold and unfeeling
Each one is deeper than the last
Revealing to all
My troubled past
The blood seeps through my sleeves
Telling the whole world my secret
I'm such a f*ck up
Am I really that stupid?
I can't even hide my arms
Without drawing attention
No use in killing myself
No reason to try
I can't feel a thing
I'm already dead
On the inside.