wow that was a great poem,im sorry that you feel like that,ive felt like that b4,ive broken up with my bf 2 times bc I was so afraid to love and get hurt,bc ive been betrayed b4,and I didnt want it to happen with that guy,but I couldnt help but to fall in love with him,bc he is just so great,so ive stayed with him,we have been together for 9 months now,and we are deeply in love,i hope you feel better soon just hang in there,keep your head up high,dont look for love let love find you,thats what I had to find out the hard way :(,but ive got through and found someone that loves me for me,i wish you the best of luck,remember be strong!!!