 | Why?
Why exactly do I love you?
Why do I care and think?
I have no reason to.
Why do I let you lie to me?
Why do I believe every word?
Is it because I want you,
Or because for so long I’ve searched?
Why do I still call you?
Why do I feel pain?
I hate you with a p*ssion,
But I cry when I hear you’re name.
Why do I feel this way?
Why does it hurt so bad?
Why is it that no matter what you do,
You always make me mad.
Is it because you can’t be faithful,
Or because I don’t know if you’re true.
Is it because of the way I feel,
Or is it just because I know I can’t have you?
I know you’re human,
And humans make mistakes
But I’m a female,
And there’s only so much I can take.
This is too much for me,
You just don’t understand
How much pain you’ve caused for me,
That makes you less of a man.
Every day and night I would cry for you,
Just wondering where you were.
I always thought I knew,
But I was never really too sure.
You never had time for me,
You had better things to do.
Every day I would call,
And I’d hear the same old excuse.
“I’m hittin licks,”
or “I’m busy right now.”
Does that make you feel good,
Knowing you broke my life down?
Without you I’m nothing,
At least that’s how it feels.
I know you don’t think the same way though,
But every car has a different set of wheels.
So I’m moving on now,
I’m starting to get over you.
It may take a while,
But it’s something I have to do.
Written by Jessica Stoffel
Submitted by Jessica Stoffel |  |