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Confused With Pain

By lonelyshadow
14.06.2006
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	This pain that hurts me like a heart attack. This fear of seeing her and making things right, hurts me more then the heart can withstand. Why do I think of people and then have my heart taken away why did I choose things that I knew would kill me in the end.Love they say is what change the mind but all it don’t is kill me inside I just talked with her over the phone hearing her voice made me cry. Holding back tears I tell her that I am ok that I am glade that everything alright. As the pain of my heart hit me harder and harder making it more hard not to say the thing that I know is right. this pain why now I told her no that we should be friends I am such a liar I don’t believe that not even close all I can think is what I have don’t to fck up my life because I do the thing I know I will hate so now that I sit here and write this I believe that I have to change the thing that I hate the most. I must use the thing that gives me so much pain. So now I drop all my confused state of mind my heart will guild me to the one that I seem to love. Written by lonelyshadow* Submitted by lonelyshadow

I am hurt

886 days ago Reply

I no how u feel I have felt a great painful hurt from my heart. If you want to talk I here for you email me at hellokitty01_elmo@hotmail.com. it will take time and it hurts but it easier to get it over and done with.

Honnei

872 days ago Reply

A great love is when you shed tears still you care for her. Its when she ignores you , you still long for her. Its when she begins to love another yet you still smile and say "I'm happy for you."....sometimes its better to just letgo because its the best way to tell her you love her so much and you want her to be happy even if it means not being with you....

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