Wishing for a good time
Which I know will never come
Probably ‘cause I know I'm the only one
The only one without any friendsThe only one without a life
I try to get them... But it's not worth the fight
Sometimes I wish I was never born
When I was cold no friends kept me warm
I was into graffiti...
I guess that wasn't a good life for me
No one cared they didn't see
The kind of cool person I could be
And that’s why my wishes are the same
I just want to know who I should blame
Is it my fault that no one cares!
Is it really my fault that my "friends" are never there!
Should I blame it on God or my parents
Should I blame it on a sister or brother should I blame it on my aunt?
My wishes are to be happy my wishes are to feel free
But my wishes won't come true if I stay here!
And living here will always be my fear
I tried to get away from it all
But my dreams are making me fall
What I want it to be what it can never be!
What I want them to see
The things they'll never see
My wishes that will never be granted
My wishes that will never be known
The sadness inside me
That won't leave me alone!
And this is why my wishes are such a big part that will never help heal my heart
So I stand alone
Me and my wishes on our own
Why me... Stuck with wishes that just bring sadness
Knowing wishes don't come true and they never bring gladness.
Why can't I just get rid of them they won't stop dragging me down
And by the time my wishes get as big as they can get
I'll be left to die on the ground.