 | What am I suppose to do
How much longer can I take of your bullsh*t
I beat myself up trying to come up with solutions to make you feel happy constantly
Do you have any idea what I do for youYou don't because all you're worried about is you you you
You don't want me to stress or get upset about things
But you're not looking close enough
I'm sad because of you! Only you!
I've been hurt by so many people but that didn't break me down that built me up and made me who I am today
But the thought even of losing you makes me linger with weakness
Why don't you even notice me anymore
Why don't you even say you love me anymore
You do but it's when were going to sleep or telling each other bye
If something was to happen to me, God forbid, but could you honestly tell yourself that you gave me all you had of yourself because if I were you I wouldn't
Open your eyes because you are losing me I love you so damn much and you're not even realizing it
I'd do anything for you just to make you happy and I try to do everything I can for you just to see you smile
I feel exhausted in putting so much of myself into this relationship I've given you myself
What more do you need or want?
If I am not want you want then leave
I am doing everything for you that you ask and more and I am not getting appreciated for nothing
What happen to you? What is it with me that is not satisfying you anymore? Please tell me what to do that I need to change and I will but you have so many issues right now that you need to address
You say that you care and that you do love me but open your eyes, we are falling apart and more and more everyday I am becoming more distant from you and eventually I won't be there
Please, please realize what you have now and don't wait till you feel you are going to lose it
I don't even know what to do anymore
Until whatever happens I'll just sit in my own thoughts and scream my mind will hear me out
I know you hear me but you never listen.
Written by Lisa M. Aman
Submitted by Lisa M. Aman |  |
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