 | When I was sixteen I started out with you
Just a young girl who choose to be with you
I meet all your friends and tried to fit in
I did the drugs just to be inI f*cked up at college to be with you every weekend
Fell out with my family and friends
After a year you started to change
You started acting cold and strange
Suddenly you stopped wanting to hug or kiss me
You stopped being emotional,
It felt like we weren’t meant to be
I asked you to touch me or just hold my hand
You said “I’m just not an emotional kind of man”
I finally gave up and shut myself off too
Now when I think about it I really hate you
I started to be bitter and turned into a b*tch
Yelling at you and calling your mum a witch
Every time I tried to end it
You said baby we can mend it
Promises of things changing, were promised again and again
All those promises led to more pain
You took me away to Venice “The city of love”
Couples everywhere but me and you apart
I tried to be romantic, bought candles and sh*t
All you wanted to do was watch TV and be a prick
I gave up!
I felt cold, nothing towards you
You gave me no option but to distance myself from you
Three years now and I’m still here
Stupidly enough I’m moved to be near
I work at an office helping your mum
Everyday I have to stop myself from wanting to run
I left my family, friends and home
Just to get treated like sh*t in your home…
I know I moan, argue and b*tch
But give me a little time, respect and move just an inch
You treat me like a slave day in day out
Yet after everything I do you still shout
You say I’m a clean freak and need to chill out
Well tell me who would live in a place where all the lights where out?
You start testing random girls
Then go mental when I check the phones
Tell me what else can I do, nothing ever seems to please you?
I’m slowly sinking in to a pit were no-one will find me and I don’t give a sh*t
All our chances have gone and gone
Sometimes I wish I was never born
You just carry on yelling and making me feel like dirt
But I can promise you, you can’t make me hurt
So as I sit here at my desk
I’m wondering should we give it a rest.
Maybe one more go and we will definitely know
But till then let’s just be prepared to start letting go…
Written by Glo
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