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I'm not okay

By broken_2711
03.06.2006
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	These tears falling like they will never stop, and I really don’t think they will. I hate my mother I want her dead she's accusing me of things I know I never did. Maybe I just want to die and hopefully in soon enough time. No one sees who I really am.Not even my friends, no one who would even understand so many things wrong in my life, my grades, my stupid fcking parents and the only person I will ever love so deeply hates me for something I didn’t do which isn’t a surprise. My life is so wrong and nobody sees this girl screaming inside screaming to die, thinking about suicide all the time but of all the people it will affect. Will I really be happier? Or will I make a huge mistake, tried before but couldn’t bring myself to do it looked for a gun found one... But not loaded. I want to write a note to tell everyone how I was feeling that I was not okay at all, and then lay it next to my body for them to find but should I, should I even try... Written by broken_2711* Submitted by broken_2711

Dreamer

912 days ago Reply

Dear Broken, I too felt the same way as you growing up. I am 38 years old now and only by gods grace am I still here on this earth. hang in there! I have been writing a book about my life. I found it was the best way for me to deal with my "issues". It has helped alot to let go of many things that were hurting me. My mother also acused me of many things growing up that I never did. Don't dwell on the bad, and look for good in your life. If there is none, then make some. don't wait for others to give it to you. If you want to talk, email me. Love, Dreamer

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