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Do I give him another chance?

By Mandalynne
31.05.2006
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	So really I need a lot of help! About 2 weeks ago now my boyfriend freaked out on me when he was drunk. Okay so the story....He came home around 11pm all drunk and being annoying. He knew I had to work at 6am the next day so that's why I was in bed early. Then his friends came over and I got really mad so I decided just to go home to my parents cause I was never going to get sleep if I stayed there. So I got up to go and he freaks out thinking I am yelling at him and all that sorts of sht. I went into the bathroom to grab my sht and he grab the back of my neck and screamed at me. I turned around and tried to walk out the door and he threw me down. I was just shocked so I ran out and tried to get his friends to help me so I could leave since he was freaking out so bad I just wanted to get out of there. Well I left my keys in the bath room so again he pushed me into the wall when I was trying to leave and he just kept screaming at me. I finally got out and I guess my friend just freaked on him and threw him down saying how to you like it. She even hit him with a beer bottle. Lol. He actually remembers it all too So the next day he says he feels so guilty and that he can't believe he would ever do that to me. Just telling me he is sorry over and over and that he loves me. It will be our 1 year July 4th that’s if we make it that long. He told me he would never drink again and that didn't happen. He still gets just as drunk. I know he has always had temper but he has never come close to hitting me or anything like that. His dad does have a history of it. Things just seem to be getting worse now because I am still all pissed off about it and he doesn't seem to change at all yet. So I don’t know what to do. Should I stay with him or no? I don't know if things are going to change or even if he would ever do that again but when he gets drunk I am so scared. I lost so much trust and love for him that night and I don’t think we can ever get that back. But I have never been a strong person and I am just too scared to leave him. I know I can I just never can bring myself to actually do it. I shouldn't have taken him back in the first place. But he is an alcoholic and he is only 19 years old. I am 21 so I always think he just uses me. I care about him so much but I don’t know if I can move passed this. Everyone hates him now because of it. I just don’t know what to do or how to do it. I am just so scared. Someone help me figure out how to do this! *Written by Mandalynne* Submitted by Mandalynne

tawna

914 days ago Reply

u know how u feel my man was like that 2 I left him it hurt me cus I loved him! I think u should leave him befor u get hirt even more then that ok!
love a careing friend tawna moit

xoxo DIMPLES xoxo

871 days ago Reply

Girly, you need to leave him. Things are only gonna get worse. By taking him back, He thinks he can get away with putting his hands on you, Because when he does it again (and trust me he will) he knows within a few hours ya'll will be back together. So he's not worried about not having you anymore. Girl if you don't put a end to this right now, He's gonna end up doing something bad too you then just throwing you down. Trust me sweetie, I know. I've been in your shoes. Next time he might not stop hitting you until your dead. You deserve better. Get rid of him

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84 days ago Reply

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