 | Well I’m not gonna say the name of my ex but we went out for about a year and fixing to be 3 months. What we had was something so special to me we were each other first in about everything. I have so many memories of him and I hope he never forgets them either. Well the thing is we were on and off because he cheated on me.But I wasn’t never mad at that because I did the same but more times so it was like what goes around comes around, so yeah I learned the hard way. My problem was that I realized my mistakes when I didn’t have him anymore. Everybody would tell me to treat him better because I would lose him at the end if I didn’t. I still love him with all my heart and I don’t want to fall in love no more I rather start where I stop at. Because before when we would break up he would want to be with me again because he knew he misses me a lot and couldn’t be without me, but know what happened this time?
I know he still loves me too but I feel like he's play little games with me 1 minute he kind of shows me he wants to get back with me and later on he changes his mind. So I don’t know what to think, I know he has a girl but he says he might not be loyal to her and I believe that but what I’m scared is what if he starts to love her and forget about me. What if she treats him better that’s going to hurt a lot knowing that she can be with him like go out to places because when we were going out I really couldn’t. It was always my dad and I hated that I feel like its his fault that we ain’t together.
If they spend more time together they're going to start liking each other more, and as for me I don’t care about any other guy there are these guys I’m talking to that really like me and I know it’s true but I don’t want to be with them. I would love to be again with my ex but this time I make sure everything goes good. I just wished he believe me I know deep down he's hurt and I’m shy and maybe he's scared. I don’t know I just wish he would tell me what he feels and wants. Because our past is something I know he can never forget all the tears, pain, happiness it’s something so sweet. And everybody knew he love me so much and I know I would never find another guy that can love me like he did. I just wish he would give one more chance.
Written by SweetHeart
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