Dizziness…
Sickness...
Dozing off in a state of depression...
Everything
Bring me down
Torturously
Eating at me,
Digging in
Getting under my skin.
I try my hardest
To please myself,
And everybody else.
It doesn't work
Confusion
Definitely
an aspect
Always pondering...
The actions
I've made
And actions
Left to take.
Confusion
Sinking in.
I'm lost, lost again.
Can't find the light
Can't find the strength
The strength to fight.
The demons
I live with...
Can't pick
Myself
Up
Off
The floor.
I don't wanna
Be your friend
No more.
You hurt me.
I
Don't want to
Go through that again
Love hurts
So do your wrists
When you've been pist.
Take a look
Look at me
Look in
My eyes.
Does it look
Like I'm going to cry?
Not going to
Not going to
Not going to
Lose control
Of myself
Over you.