This sh*t is crazy. At first you feel like you're breaking down... A toxic emotional drain out. These voices in my head can't make up their minds...They change their story every time I feel my feelings kicking in... He isn't in love with you and she ain't your friend... Everyone is laughing at you in their heads. Makes you always feel like you're a disappointment. Worthless. Then you're floating in the wind because your body is a disease and your mind is sick. Drifting away to a place where you can make believe you belong. Where you can make believe you're wanted. And that's the part where you are actually happy... Until the hatred-filled glares force you to come back to reality and everything starts all over again.